Today was a Snuggie day

Dear Someone,
So... Its officially cold now.
Yeah the heater was broken at the school today so I was frozen all day because I was a smarty and wore short sleeves to school.  I would have worn my jacket but, it was the heavy duty ready-for-a-blizzard coat and I would have been dying of heat if I wore it. There was pretty much no winning in this situation.
So I was walking around the hall ways freezing my butt off and all I was able to think was
"My goodness. I wish someone really warm would just give me a hug!! "
And magically!!!
..Nothing happened.
Well on the upside we now know no one at school can read minds! So all those secrets you think about are locked away safe in your noggin.  That's comforting to know right??
You know snuggies? Normally I am completely and totally against them.  I think they are rather ridiculous. BUT today was one of those days you wish you had one.

Dear Someone,
You can pretty much go through life not really thinking too much about anything. Then. One thing can happen and it puts every thing in perspective for you.

Disney Movies

Dear Someone,
Do you realise HOW amazing Disney princess movies are??
I mean, they are amazing.  They all have little catchy songs, bad guys, good chase scenes. and the battle between good and evil. That and I've noticed that if the bad person needs to morph into anything they always morph into a big fire breathing dragon. Why? I guess dragons are scary.
That and a prince to sweep the girl off her feet.
THAT and there is always the sidekick that you can't help but fall in love with.  Yet, they are always the ones that get litterally kicked off to the side or thrown in a locked room and you go "AHHH NOOO!!! NOT THE SIDE KICK!"
But all these movies. Right at the end, it says, The End in fancy fount then the credits come up then. Yeah they prince and princess are now living happily ever after. Aw. Cute.
Although.... Something seems cruel about showing these little girls these visions of grander about boys, falling in love, and all that jazz that goes along with it.
But something I realised is that these princesses in the movies don't always have that powder puff princess life. They have heard ships and dark pointy in their lives. Cinderella was a slave for her awful step family, Rapunzel was trapped in a tower, Bell was the out cast of the town.  So. I guess there is SOMETHING there...
That and the soul mates always seem to run into each other by chance, they are thrown together in some adventure. Destiny, fate maybe? Either way it seems to work out and they run into each other in the weirdest of places... Ok not weirdest but, totally normal places. 
Whoa. As I am writing this I had a mini epiphany (hahaha oh I love that word.) Ok. Honestly. My life is at the one of the lowest parts its every been at thus far. (So me being a teenage girl I have some milalge there but still have alot to go.)  Even though that is happening, its will get better and that special prince will come along. Being the missing puzzle piece.
Psh. Screw high school guys.  Pretty much they just mess around with your heart and chose an extremely average, slightly snobby girl over you. But, I don't think they are actually plotting to shadder your heart. -they are too busy playing video games to plot how to break you're fragile teenage girl heart- Yet they are lame..
SO! final thing to say here.
1: Prince Charming does exists, just not were you are expecting it.
2. Just because your life isn't perfect doesn't mean you cant find that guy to make you feel like a princess.

...Eh.

Dear Someone,
This week has not been the best week of my entire life...
Actually thinking back onto it right now... Its pretty bad.
So... I don't really have any thing else to say here in this post.  Sorry :/ I know you were TOTALLY looking forward to one of my long winded posts that no one really reads anyway. . .
Yeah... I'm done know. Check back in with me in a week. We shall see if anything brightens up.

Zombie Love

I walked back down the stairs and stopped at the last step.  Every one else had left from our little Zombie Movie night.  Now it was just me and Stella. It was kind of quiet once Katie, Melanie, and Adam were gone.  Yes, they are my really good friends but sometimes... I just need to not be with them.  They are so loud you can't even think. I don't understand how Stella can get a word in when she's when with Katie and Melanie.
"So," Stella leaned her head back against the couch cushion and looked over at me, "Did you fall asleep during the movie?"
She blinked, "Psh... No. I did not."
"Ha alright just checking." I glanced at the floor, Adam's phone was lying there. He'll probably be half way home when hes realizes he left it and come back to get it.
"Hey Jason?"
"Yes?" I hopped off the last step and jumped onto the opposite end of the couch.
"I have a question," I looked up at her. Her hair was falling from her messy pony tail, "What would you do if I kissed you?"
I blinked. Ha. Oh man. That's an easy question. I would. . . Well. Not like I would tell her exactly. . .
"Um, I don't really know..?"
"Oh come on Jason. It's not that difficult," I pulled my eyebrows together in confusion. She rolled her eyes, "Think about it. Lets say.... Paige Monroe just came up and just started to try and make out with you."
I get a that sudden image in my head. I'm just walking down the hallway then Paige jumps out and wraps her skinny little chicken arms around me grabbing my face. I stopped and cringed.
Stella saw the disgusted look on my face, "But see. With the 'I don't know.' made it seem like you would be perfectly fine with swapping spit with that ugly Paige. But, I know that you would probably push her away. So," She shifted how she was sitting, crossing her legs out in front of her, "Knowing that, If I kissed you would you one: push me away and go 'EW', two: just kinda stand there and not do anything, ooorrrrr, three: kiss me back?"
Three. definitely three..."Wow," I gave a chuckle, "Stella you can over analyze things. Why do you want to know anyway?"
She leaned back against the couch then glanced at me quickly, "Umm.." She looked again again awkwardly, "No reason. Oh you know me. I think of random things."
"Stella, random is asking me if I like cheese pizza. Answer: yes. But, I don't think that was a random question."
Her cheeks turned pink.
"Come on, why did you ask? You can tell me." I gave a big smile.
"Hmm...," She looked at me, her eyes looking a darker blue in the dim light of the basement, "Alright. I lied earlier, I actually did fall asleep during the movie."
"Ha. Knew it."
"Yeah.. ANYWAY! Somewhere between the main Zombie Slayer stopping a zombie from eating that guy's brain and him almost getting killed for like the fifteenth time in the movie I fell asleep and well..." She paused and started to laugh, "Promise you wont laugh?" I nodded my head, "Ok. Well, I just had like some random dream that I tried to kiss you... Why? I don't know. You completely flipped out though and then you weren't my friend anymore and hated me. I woke up kind of freaking out cause I was thinking Oh no! Jason hates me now! Then... I realized I was just dreaming... So... Yeah..."
She looked at me with a look that was slightly embarrassed.
"Oh Stella that would never happen. I would never hate you for that."
"Alright good to know! Yet. The question still remains unanswered."
I paused. "What would you do if the situation was flipped around?"
"Um. Excuse me. I asked first." She crossed her arms over herself, her eyebrow raised.
"Well," I mimicked her, "I asked second."
She rolled her eyes. "Well..." She moved again. Letting her legs hang off the couch. She was sitting slightly closer to me now,"I don't really know. I haven't really thought about it."
Then an idea hit me. I moved, getting closer to her, "Well... I think I know how we can figure it out."
Stella dark blue eyes locked onto mine. I reached my hand out and set it lightly on the side of face, by her ear. She lightly bit her lip. We both started to lean in. Less then an inch. A centimeter. Less then a centimeter.
"Hey Jason I - Whoa!" Adam was suddenly standing there at the end of the stairs. Me and Stella jumped back from each other, our lips had barely touched, "Oh. I'm Um. Sorry." Adam said looking at the ground, "I just. Came back because I left my phone here.. Sorry. Didn't mean to interrupt anything." He glanced up awkwardly.
I picked his phone up off the floor and handed it to him, "It's ok."
Adam looked at his phone then over to Stella then to me, "Ok... I'm gonna... Yeah I'll go." He spun around on his heals and walked up the stairs quickly.
I laughed, "What are the odds of that happening?"
Stella bursted out laughing, "Slim. Very slim."

Like Vines We Intertwine

Dear Someone,
There is always that someone that is always in your life.  They may not be in your life every second.  Maybe even come and go, but.  They are in it. Some how, some way they are in it. making an impact on your life. Someone you wont ever forget.
You could be thinking about this on a friend level or a romantic level or what ever. It honestly doesn't matter.  But for some reason.  I think those people impact you more sometimes.  Good or bad.  Since maybe they aren't always there so you're not so completely use to seeing them around.
You know like in movies. Or well I can think of one specific movie called "Definitely, Maybe" with Ryan Reynolds (aka... Mr. Attractiveness.)
Here's the plot. Will (Ryan Reynolds) is a dad going though a divorce and has 10 year old daughter named Maya.  She wanted to her how her parents met.  He tells her but he also makes it a mystery because he tells the two other relations ships that also intertwined with the same time that he met her mom. He changed the names of the women in the story and she had to figure it out.
It's shown in like flashback mode but it comes back to the present so she can ask questions and things like that.
But these women kept coming in and out of Will's life and they made him extremely happy, sad, crazy, and made him fall in love.  And they all met on a chance and ran into each other all the time.  He married one and is now getting a divorce.  But he is still in loved the one of the other women. 
When I think of peoples lives being intertwined I immediately think of this movie.
Does that this happen with everyone?
You knew them before, then lost contact. Then one random Saturday a few years later you are just going to the grocery store and y'all run into each other again.  You catch up then after that hang out a few times then get separated again with out expressing deeper true feelings. And though out that time of absents you never really get over that person but you never think you two will see each other again so you try to move on. But. It never really happens. Your like a fly on glue paper, completely and utterly stuck.  Then in the end when you think all hope is lost. A small beacon of realisations shines down on you and the thought finally occurs to you that you can't love with out them so you go run off and find them.  Then the whole "I love you.  I always have and I always will." thing happens followed by a shocked smile a few tears and "I love you too!" and MWAH a kiss to seal the deal.
It's weird. Cause you think about it and think Psh.... That's not gonna happen to me. But hey. You never know til it actually happens.
Like Vines We Intertwine