Sunday, November 27, 2011

But I Doubt That

Dear Someone,


Everyone has those random down times were they are just kind of chillin' out and just thinking about stuff. Like. I don't know, I always find my self reflecting on Middle School.

Like me, everyone on the face of the planet; their worst years were Middle School. Those are the years of the uncomfortable transition from a child to a teenager. You don't know how to deal with zits let alone  make-up.  You gotta figure out what clothes are cool and what aren't.  The constant feeling of fitting in.  Looking back, you were basally trying to be a clone of someone who started the newest trend for the twelve year olds...
It's kinda like Twitter and everyone is retweeting something.
Fortunately, Inever reached the full on copy-cat level. (Who knows what I'd be like if I had... o.o)
But, lot's of stuff happened... More like friends.  Making them, losing them. That stuff. But one moment sticks out in my brain all the time that just makes me want to hid under a blanket from the awkwardness that is forever tied with it.

This kid. (a very stupid boy if you ask me.) told me he liked me. And after a few awkward encounters of trying to flirt we ended up kissing. (Which is a big deal! I wasn't one of those girls who would be givin' out free kisses in the slide at recess) But clearly our relationship went down the tubes after a few hours. And I was made fun of for a while... Great right? Just one of the OTHER beautiful things about middle school. Teasing.

Anyway. The point of me telling that snip it of my life, I'm friends with this guy on Facebook. I just see his profile picture and it's just his face RIGHT THERE smiling as he stares at me scrollin' though my news feeds.  It's so awkward cause it's like...
Really?
The one time I had anything remotely close to "love" and it had to be you? Of all 6 billion people out there in the world? You? Really? Clearly someone out there hates me -.-
And there he is on Facebook with a new girl friend every now and then.  And I'm just left sitting there thinking... Girly, you must be one desperate girl or his actually changed a lot to be a somewhat tolerable to be around...
But I Doubt That.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Why Must You Happen Today??

Dear Someone,

You know how holidays are the only days out of the year that one actually uses their camera -Well. Parents at least- and they always have to have a ton of pictures of you to then put into a photo album.  Those things are like time capsules. Yet, every relative and friend who likes to look at you're awkward pictures will see it. . .
But you know what I noticed -this might just be me, or it could happen to other people too.  If not... This post is gonna be awkward o.o - BUT!
You always get huge zits before a certain camera occasion!
Like, "Oh hey! Yeah take a million pictures of me and there is basically a huge blemish on my face... thanks."
So, trying to avoid this situation when you're Mt. Everest will be forever captured in a photo graph. You attempt at putting cover up on! I mean it looks pefrectly fine when they do it in commericals and on movie starts.  They look flawless! It will look great on you too, right?
Oh wait a sec.
You're whole life is an awkward moment.
So, you tried to fix it. But then after you smear coverup and a flurry of cover up.  It looks worse then it did before. I mean then it was just slightly pink. But no. Now it's as if a neon sign is right there screaming "HEY LOOK AT ME!!!"
Then you're left sitting there looking down at you're outfit, "Maybe a ski make would go with this...?"

Well, I wish I had a beauty tips to avoid this awful thing from ever happening to someone on the day of.
But I don't.

Basically what you do when you first see the thing that will inflict awkwardness in any Holliday photos taken that day. 

Monday, November 21, 2011

Freshmen. Shield Your Eyes... No One Needs To See That...

Dear Someone,

Ah. Puppy love. There is nothing cuter then that, am I right? The awkward stages of life when you have a boyfriend/girlfriend for just a few months -or weeks- at a time.
Me being a Junior in high school. I see it a lot. Prime time to see this stage in other peoples lives?
The hall way.
Oh the hall way.
It's crammed, everyone is pushing to get to their next class or doing just the opposite by standing there hogging up walking space. Those are two things I don't look forward to after the bells ring. But. The third thing?
Intence PDA.
I can handle a cute little "Ok see ya' soon" peck on the lips before separating for class.
Then there is the other type of goodbye kiss...
No.
I take that back!
It's more like WAIT! let-me-suck-your-face-off-first goodbye/ freaking awkward moment for everyone else who is unfortunately in the area as it is happening.
However, some couples don't seem to grasp the fact that everyone can see you, and yes. I mean everyone. Teachers, Janitors, fellow peers. I honestly feel bad for the freshmen that walk by and are exposed to that kind of intimate moment for couples.
Since I'm a junior and almost a legal adult I handle it. Do I like it? No, no I do not.
Honestly, y'all can make out to your hearts content. But in public?? WHY?? Do you not have another place to do that? Or do you just like the attention from doing that?
Also, another thing I would rather not see...

Those awkward and uncomfortable things that. just happen.
Heres a little story for ya that actually happened to me.

There is this couple that have been goin out for a while.  One day I was walking down the hallway, minding my own business, and I see them walking down the hallway towards me.  They were holding hands being the cute people they are.  Then suddenly, she looks up at him, and just licks the side of his face. He just laughed and they kept walking.
It honestly took me a minute to let that moment sink in to my brain.

Did she just...Yup... Ew.... Kind of discussing.  Why would you do that??

After mulling it over I remembered that they were just kinda weird to begin with. So, licking faces would be considered normal... for them at least.
So, I think if you are going to do something weird like for instance; lick the side of your lover's face... Don't do it in public.
It will be forever etched into other peoples brains.
Just a heads up.
So, me being a junior, just a warning.

Freshmen. Shield Your Eyes... No One Needs To See That...


I saw this, and felt like this is true for everyone!
Goes with what I was talking about, but then...
It's True.
It's cute when old people show public displays of affection...
It's kind of adorable(: 

Guess Who's Back ;)

Dear Someone,
So! It's official, I'm back!
I used to blog all the time, and then one day it just stopped.
Thanks to special someone (you know who you are ;)
I realized how much i actually missed Blogging.  People think that people who blog are loners and have no friends so they turn to the internet to spill out their guts out cause they have no one else to turn to.
But for me, I guess I do it so more people can read and be like "Oh! I'm not alone! Other people think that too!" Cause some of the things I write about go through other peoples heads. Especially girls. Cause I'm a girl. Clearly.
Anyway.
The blog is got more swag now. I changes the background, got new pictures, BUT the old post are still there. So. Scroll through and check them out :)
Thank you so much!!
I'll try to post something every week. :)
So, it's official, I'm back :)