Yes, today is February 13th, which is the day before the "most-romantic-day" of the year.
I found the blog post I put up exactly a year ago. Wanna see it? Here it is.
"Dear Someone,
Tomorrow is February 14th. You know what that means right?
Yes. The day that makes every single person out there feel like crap. You try not to but you can't help but think about how lonely you are.
Lame right?
Why should I be thinking about how lonely I am? I'm only sixteen!
So. You know what.
I'm going to try REALLY hard to NOT think about how lame it is. You know. I'll just think about all the chocolate the popular girls are going to get and hope they get fat.
oh yes. That would be extremely funny. I think I would cry laughing :)"
And you know, I remember writing this. And what I was thinking to myself at the time was, "You know. Maybe next year you'll find a guy and actually for the first time in your life have a real Valentine's date! And maybe you wont feel so lame for getting chocolate from your friends!!"
Well! It's been a year. I'm another year older there for wiser... and I still don't like Valentine's day. Out of all the people you know you think I would be the one who loves it, but I don't. Maybe it's because my love life as been one EPIC fail and hasn't even gotten anywhere (believe me. I have tried.)
Now there are going to be people who just think I'm a negative person for disliking Valentine's day. But to be honest? The only people who like it aren't single.
The thing I am dreading the most about this "lovely" day is watching those girls walk around with flowers and stuffed animals from guys/boyfriends/secret admires; while my hands are completely empty.
That's always fun realizing that no one whats to be in a relationship with you.
*heavy sarcasm*
Well. The only good thing about tomorrow is that it's a Tuesday meaning new Glee and watch it with my friends. SO, that's good I guess, cause I know it's going to be cute.
There is a diffrence between watching cute things happen to people on TV then in real life. On TV you know it's been rehearsed and written out. In real life? It's actually happening in front of you, not just behind a glass box.
Yeah, it's like in the movie "Valentine's Day" And Taylor Swift got that GIANT teddy bear from Tyalor Lautner and she carried it around with her at school all day.... I don't want to see that.
GLEE!!!! New Valentine's Day Episode... Only thing I'm ok with for Valentine's day... That and Chocolate...


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