Freshmen. Shield Your Eyes... No One Needs To See That...

Dear Someone,

Ah. Puppy love. There is nothing cuter then that, am I right? The awkward stages of life when you have a boyfriend/girlfriend for just a few months -or weeks- at a time.
Me being a Junior in high school. I see it a lot. Prime time to see this stage in other peoples lives?
The hall way.
Oh the hall way.
It's crammed, everyone is pushing to get to their next class or doing just the opposite by standing there hogging up walking space. Those are two things I don't look forward to after the bells ring. But. The third thing?
Intence PDA.
I can handle a cute little "Ok see ya' soon" peck on the lips before separating for class.
Then there is the other type of goodbye kiss...
No.
I take that back!
It's more like WAIT! let-me-suck-your-face-off-first goodbye/ freaking awkward moment for everyone else who is unfortunately in the area as it is happening.
However, some couples don't seem to grasp the fact that everyone can see you, and yes. I mean everyone. Teachers, Janitors, fellow peers. I honestly feel bad for the freshmen that walk by and are exposed to that kind of intimate moment for couples.
Since I'm a junior and almost a legal adult I handle it. Do I like it? No, no I do not.
Honestly, y'all can make out to your hearts content. But in public?? WHY?? Do you not have another place to do that? Or do you just like the attention from doing that?
Also, another thing I would rather not see...

Those awkward and uncomfortable things that. just happen.
Heres a little story for ya that actually happened to me.

There is this couple that have been goin out for a while.  One day I was walking down the hallway, minding my own business, and I see them walking down the hallway towards me.  They were holding hands being the cute people they are.  Then suddenly, she looks up at him, and just licks the side of his face. He just laughed and they kept walking.
It honestly took me a minute to let that moment sink in to my brain.

Did she just...Yup... Ew.... Kind of discussing.  Why would you do that??

After mulling it over I remembered that they were just kinda weird to begin with. So, licking faces would be considered normal... for them at least.
So, I think if you are going to do something weird like for instance; lick the side of your lover's face... Don't do it in public.
It will be forever etched into other peoples brains.
Just a heads up.
So, me being a junior, just a warning.

Freshmen. Shield Your Eyes... No One Needs To See That...

I saw this, and felt like this is true for everyone!
Goes with what I was talking about, but then...
It's True.
It's cute when old people show public displays of affection...
It's kind of adorable(: 

Guess Who's Back ;)

Dear Someone,
So! It's official, I'm back!
I used to blog all the time, and then one day it just stopped.
Thanks to special someone (you know who you are ;)
I realized how much i actually missed Blogging.  People think that people who blog are loners and have no friends so they turn to the internet to spill out their guts out cause they have no one else to turn to.
But for me, I guess I do it so more people can read and be like "Oh! I'm not alone! Other people think that too!" Cause some of the things I write about go through other peoples heads. Especially girls. Cause I'm a girl. Clearly.
Anyway.
The blog is got more swag now. I changes the background, got new pictures, BUT the old post are still there. So. Scroll through and check them out :)
Thank you so much!!
I'll try to post something every week. :)
So, it's official, I'm back :)

... Can't Help It... I Have To Talk About It....

Dear Someone,

Everyone has their own opinions right?
If we didn't... life would be as boring as dry toast.... yuck right? Right.
But there are those times were it's like

Really... Thanks for stating you're thoughts and feelings about the topic but... What you're saying isn't gonna change how I feel about it AT ALL so you might as well just. STOP. TALKING... I'm not trying to be mean.  I just am getting rather tired of you ranting for an hour about why I am wrong and you are oh so right.

Reason why I am finally starting to talk about this? Because. It happened today. It finally got to me. The fact that people just love to go ON and ON about.... Justin Bieber.

Ok, I shall admit it.  I have Bieber fever.
But, it's a low grade fever.... Not the kind were I need to go to the hospital because I might DIE of it.

So, ok. I respect that a lot of people don't like him (which is good. Gives me more of a chance with him ;) haha kidding!!) But, there are also a lot of people who DO like him.
ok. Yeah, he used to sound like a girl, thats cause he was like... What? 13 when he recorded those songs? Um... Do tell me. What 13 year old boy has their full deep man voice already? If you know one please let me know.  Because I just talked to a junior in high school who's voice just started to crack.

Yeah yeah yeah, I know. If any one ever reads this and they are hard core Bieber haters then you're probably gonna want to debate with me and think "WHY DO YOU LIKE HIM?!"

Here's the answer to that so I can just be done with that.
I like him because of his songs. Yeah he has a higher voice, but the lyrics. AH. If a guy actually listened to those songs and took notes on them... He would have the girls falling for him LEFT and RIGHT because that is what every teenage girl wants for a guy! Seriously. . . It's like. Whoa. Justin! You understand those things that my hopelessly romantic brain thinks about!!!
He actually does write his songs B-T-DUBS, but he does have people help him write some.
But, what famous singer ever writes their own songs anymore??
... You know I have a point. Don't deny it.

That and, come on... He's adorable!

Now see. That just makes me happy(:

The cute brown puppy dog eyes, the hair, the look. It's just. Agh! Beautiful(:

So if you hate him. That's awesome. Just, keep it to you're self  please and I shall keep my love for Justin to my self as well.
See? now can we all just get along? :)

Not Good Enough... Ever

Dear Someone,

Ever wonder what random people think about you when you walk by?
When you're at school, on the beach, at the mall. In general pretty much.
Do they think "Oh hey look at that hot thing walking past me." Or. "huh.. Nice hair!" or. "My goodness. I see her everywhere!" or.. "Wow. That girl is F-A-T. Whoa. She needs some butter for those rolls."
...
Yeah you can't help but think about that when you hear girls complaining about how "huge" they are in their size 3 jeans.
So, how do you think that makes the girl wearing the pants that the size is about to go into the double digits feels?
Or when there is that girl who lifts up her shirt to look her her stomach and says "Ugh. Look at all that chub!" When there is no way you can actually lift up you're shirt to show them what real chubbiness looks like.

Yes, everyone tells you you're beautiful and you're not fat but... They are you're friends. They are supposed to say that.
It's hard not to fall into that stereotypical girl who looks in the mirror and picks her self apart.
Huge arms
Tummy rolls
But thighs
Extra Large everything. Can never get you're size at stores because everything is too small.

Its uncomfortable having to live in too small of clothing all the time because nothing fits. you feel like you just don't fit anywhere. Not just clothes. But. School, friends, family. Life.
No I'm not talking suicidal here ... come on people. I LOVE life too much to do that so just because I'm saying THAT doesn't mean anything. You shall see when I explain it in a moment.
But you need to work with you're passion. But what if you're passion is something you're not amazing at.
You're not good enough at anything. 
You're good at science, but that other girl knows more and gets better grades.
You're good at drawing, but that guy can paint a snap shot that look likes it was taken by a camera.

All that just makes you feel.... Like you're never good enough.



Dear Someone,

I hate those unanswered questions.
like.
What came first? The chicken or the egg?
Why did the chicken cross the road?
Why did all my examples have something to do with chickens?
...
See. It's not fun having those unanswerable questions....

:P

That Face, That Look, That Feeling

Dear Someone,

There is that face you always give.
Your eye brows pull together, making your brow fold a little.
You pull your lips in a little, making them look more like a line.

And to top everything off!

There are those eyes.
Completely locking on to the gaze of the other person. 
Two pools of utter misery from being worried.

That part can break anyone's wall they have around themselves.  Letting the flood gates open.  Tears streaming.

Yes. It's a terrible thing that happens.
But. You can't help it.  You can't make it happen.
It only happens when its for a person you care about.

The fact that I have had to endure the look.

Those heart wrenching eyes.
That sad, almost puppy dog like look. . .
That means I'm important to you. 

Somewhere in your heart, I'm there.

So, even though I hate that look you give me oh so many times,
I like it.
Because I know you care.

Dear Someone,

Even though it doesn't work NOW... Doesn't mean it wont later...
So... I'm gonna keep my hopes up, fingers crossed, and I'll just wait happily till everything gets worked out on its own.
:)