La La Land, Oh what a wonderful place. And I'm talking about that La La Land you enter when you really really REALLY like a guy. La La Land gets even better when the guy likes you back. Then you're in Love Bubble were you think will never ever getting popped. But oh hey. Like 99.987383939% of high school relationships barely go past the three week mark, if you're lucky. See but people don't know that because the only "relationships" people notice are those very random couples out there who have been going out for like a year. Only reason why any one cares is because people finally noticed them. So hey, he says a few little words, to try and make the break up easier maybe? That or he's just to immature to actually say what he was thinking.
So a little bit later. A week, a few days even, word gets leaked out easily. You hear that the guy you just had this no longer Love Bubble is gonna ask out some girl. Upon hearing the news your heart sinks lower and lower into your stomach. Then you find out who it is. Its that tall, tan, girl that is just flat out beautiful. Magazine cover perfect pretty much, yes so as you can imagine what I'm talking about here. She can walk down the crowded hall way and make all the guys just fall tragically in love with her with just a glance.
Oh doesn't that just make you feel just like singing and dancing in rain?
Oh yeah, definitely...
So, hey next day after hearing this you see her. You instantly hate her, your heart just burns with anger knowing the fact that he likes her. Then another glance at her. The fire fades, she cant help thats she's so beautiful. She actually really is, shes probably got a funny personality outgoing personality that you know he likes in girls.
So you lok away, you don't want to get caught looking and you can see a reflection or your self in the dark computer screen in the library. You're not Seventeen Magazine material. You have zits, you're not 6'2, you have been called a vampire you're so pale, and to top it off, you can barely speak correctly. You always stumble over your own words. That girl can probably speak five different languages perfectly.
Your self confidence was pretty ok, not anymore though. It totally just fell off the edge of a cliff. No not a cliff. Mt. Everest and it didn't stop till it hit the level ground. Now its Hasta La Bye Bye to that...
Then there is that brokenness angry fire coming back. Pretty much all he said was crap. He might as well told you he had fallen in love for this "Greek Goddess". Good. That would have been better actually. You could have gotten over that jerk face quicker. But no.. He went off saying all that foo foo stuff so you wont hate him for after what he did.. Even though you REALLY should.. Ok. not like I HATE YOU FOR LIFE but. Pretty PO ed.
Yeah... You are pretty much chewed up gum under a school desk to him now. Oh, such a sad way to put it. Yet that's how you feel. which is pretty dang messed up if you ask me. A girl should NOT feel like that. She should be treated like a Princess... And no not like the Princess who is locked in a tower that it guarded by a fire breathing dragon. The other kind of Princess.
But hey. You look around.... The only guys who seem to notice you is the weird nerd guy who sits next to you in science or that creepy kid that you were nice to once. Now he just wont leave you alone... Funny how that works huh?
Stella its all gonna be ok! Guys are stupid. Yes they are extremely attractive and fun to look at. But hey. We are sophomores, it's not like the end of the world if things didn't work out. HEY! look on the bright side. This means you can go out there and flirt it up and find a new guy who will be sweet to you as well. But, now you know not set goals too high for that next one. Cause we all know that boys are immature and lame :P
See boys are just immature. They don't actually mature till their 20's, and it's still pretty iffy even THEN.
So hey, y'all broke up. Break ups happen. Probably next year you will look back and think "What the heck? Why was I so upset about that? He was an idiot jerk-face who wasn't even worth my time." But like right now, present time. No matter what any one says it all still sucks. All you really want to do at the moment is clutch your favorite teddy bear to your chest crying you're eyes out.
And to think? You use to be in...
La La Land With Love Bubble... Oh Man, Sounds Like You Just Fell Into The Land Of Oz
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